Diary+Entry+4+-+April+4th+1942



Later that day I heard that Sam went to Vietnam to meet Eliane Deneuve. I went to Vietnam to meet Eliane Deneuve, I went to her house in Vietnam, Ho Chi Min. Of course I wasn't welcome in Vietnam. It wasn't our colony but some of the lands were. I had to act like I wasn't Chinese. I brought some bodyguards with me. They were worried to. When I went into her house, I told my identity and I said that you are going to get killed if you say anything about me. I told my soldiers to make a search party in her house, however we were not able to find him.

I went back to Singapore, my dad was still fighting with Americans. I believe that we shouldn't have attacked pearl harbor in 1941. My failed capture of Samual Williams was covered up by Japan going war against America.

While the battle was going on, I heard that there was a atomic nuclear bomb in Japan. I had to retire from Japan. I couldn't believe the news. Hiroshima is gone. I heard that my mother moved her house to Hiroshima. Please mother please, be alive. When I went to Hiroshima I was just blank. Everything was just...gone. I didn't even know what was where. I just felt so left out. I was rethinking what happened and what I thought before. We just went too far and we shouldn't have ever acted like Americans and Europeans. We were not ready for it. We just made other countries to suffer. Because of us we just made other country to lose their resources and make them suffer. I just believe that we took back what we got. All the massacre we did in invasion of Nanking. Which my dad was involved in.

I just hope that we will not make any mistakes like this in the future. What we have done and what we have achieved were gone. What we are left with at the end was just distorted Hiroshima. At the end it was our country who took back everything. I just feel that we have got what we deserve.

My experiences just means a lot for me, I feel angry at Americans but also I feel angry at my own country that we were not able to control ourselves but just made ourselves down. I hope people in future will not make any mistake like us.